If work weighs on you as your present obsession, if family is your exclusive loyalty, if your heart is set upon public persona, if earning more is the goal of your life, you need a purpose and a passion check - an inner audit.
"No one can serve two masters. For you will hate the one and love the other; you will be devoted to one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money." - The Bible (Matthew 6:24)